The ending kind of threw me through a loop, so I don't really remember the finer details of this episode. :/ Don't expect any coherence; this is kinda like a "stream of consciousness" entry.( Spoilers for 6.13Collapse )
In completely unrelated news, I'm still sick. I called my doctor to make an appointment and opted to get more medication instead of going back in, but I have to wait for them to call me before I can go and pick it up. Which is great. In the meantime, I feel like I'm going to cough up a lung and I'm exhausted all the time. :|
For some reason my mother still has me cooking and washing the dishes. I know that I can't give them bronchitis, but I can still get them sick. I try not to cough in the kitchen, but it's hard.
I'm still working on what would have been my big bang. I rewrote the first 15,000 words, so I'm making progress, I guess. :| I'm just glad I took a shit-ton of notes on everything. I have, like, notebooks and notebooks full of scribbles and quotes and random facts about Loki and the Archangel Gabriel. Hell, I even have notes about what sort of wings Gabriel would have.
That's part of the reason I'm still pissed at my brother. This was the most detailed fucking thing I've ever done and he killed half of it because he's a brat. xP He's been acting like a jerk this entire week, too. I kept hoping that my mum would kick him out and send him to our dad's house, but it was not to be.
So I'm applying for a job, lack of GED be damned, and I'm getting the hell out of this house. I almost punched him in the face the other day because he wouldn't stop mouthing off to me. If I have to camp out in my friend's backyard then I'll fucking do it; I am at the end of my rope, I cannot take living with him anymore.